Touched My Heart, Tears Falling Down...

Today, my days started like usual. I was late about 4 minutes for work (it's actually more, but the thumb print device showerd only 4 minutes late which is not accurate at all). I didn't manage took my breakfast, but managed to pack my lunch box even though I'm late for today. Late because I sleep back after my alarm ring. Padan muka! I dont know why, but i realized that as time goes by, my energy goes down. Wake up in the morning is like soo torturing to me. For the sake of my son, i pushed myself to wake up and start my day. It took about 45 minutes driving from my apartment to my office. I thought the road is clear during the school holiday....unfortunately it's jst the same. After send my baby to nursery, i drove to office. While im walking very fast to my office from the car park, my mind set a plan for coffee and kueh2. But all the imagination turned out to be just an imagination as I have to see the late Dr. Marina family for their daughter's ganjaran terbitan. The moment I entered the Meeting Room, I saw an old woman and mid age woman. I shake their hands and I can feel sadness in their heart especially the mother. Oh my God.....Allah knows how i feel inside for the mother. She's was born in 1932 and currently aged around 81 years old. I feel like I want to hug her...i really can feel pain inside her heart that reflected to her eyes. I heard she whisper.."It's gonna be hard for me to go back to Johor and start my life there". Inside my heart, I just want to offer her to live with me and my son. But, who i am to give her that offer. After I explained them everything, then i lead them to the door and shake their hands again and the moment i walked to my office my tears almost falling down. I really really feel soooo sad for the mother. It somehow reminds me of my mom. My mom deserve everything, she sacrifice her everything to raise each one of us. I hurt her for deciding to married a guy behind her back...without her consent...without her blessing ;( Forever I will be sin for her. Forever....