...and Im back again.

I'm back again here on this page. A page that suppose to be my diary turn out to be an abandon blog. It seems so hard to sustain updating my stories here. I blame myself for being uncommitted to fill up my blog with useful content that could change someone's life. My intention to write here is not because I want to show off my horrible life. I just want to educate especially the young rural lady like me who easily fall in love with a wrong guy in a wrong time and screwed up in the end. Yesterday I was sad, today I am happy :) Yesterday I had a problem, today I still have the same problem but today i CHANGED the way I look at it. It's 11.11.2013..nice number and this month will be the 2nd final month. We almost come to the end of 2013. When I look back what had past...in deep breath I can see myself now stronger than yesterday. My own husband who suppose to protect me, trying his best to destroy my life and separate me from my only son. To make this situation more and more interesting...he did all this in a same year when I just got deliver. What a life I'm in. Thanks to ALLAH. HIS power is so great that in my most hopeless moment, he came and hold my hand, light up my hearts and mind and whispered in my ears tenderly 'Everything will be ok my dear, for I AM with you always'. Allah is Great...Allah is Great! Here I am, live like a single mother with a baby. Financially disaster but still keep on surviving until the end! I promise to Allah, I will take care of HIS gift for me that is my son forever! Ok, got to go. My boss is coming here soon to check my work. Stay positive ;)